GETTING WORSE AGAIN
"I dive back into the arms of an illness than almost killed me"
Hello illness my old friend etc. This is awkward, almost didn't recognize you. You look the same you did almost 10 years ago when you last tried to kill me. Make yourself at home, my body is your temple after all, you made sure of that last time.
It feels foolish to be back at square one. I know it's not my fault, I don't need to be told that again. I just wish I had seen the writing on the wall before reaching this point. Don't worry though, faceless masses of the internet, my life is not in danger this time, just my health. The disappointment on my mom's face was something to remember. She knows how it is, I inherited this from her.
I was foolish last time. I promised a complete, permanent recovery when I had no way of knowing if that'd be true. I had no way of predicting that. Just a the foolish confidence of a teenager. I loved you.
I did not mean to make this as infuriatingly IYKYK as I did.
"I dive back into the arms of an illness than almost killed me"
Hello illness my old friend etc. This is awkward, almost didn't recognize you. You look the same you did almost 10 years ago when you last tried to kill me. Make yourself at home, my body is your temple after all, you made sure of that last time.
It feels foolish to be back at square one. I know it's not my fault, I don't need to be told that again. I just wish I had seen the writing on the wall before reaching this point. Don't worry though, faceless masses of the internet, my life is not in danger this time, just my health. The disappointment on my mom's face was something to remember. She knows how it is, I inherited this from her.
I was foolish last time. I promised a complete, permanent recovery when I had no way of knowing if that'd be true. I had no way of predicting that. Just a the foolish confidence of a teenager. I loved you.
I did not mean to make this as infuriatingly IYKYK as I did.